I bought a book about clouds for three pounds, and what I actually got was a stranger’s whole summer.

It is a pocket field guide from the 1970s, with a cracked spine and a coffee ring on the title page. Someone has gone through it in soft pencil, adding dates, places and small remarks next to the photographs. I have no idea who they were, and I have become rather attached to them.

What the margins say

  • Cirrus, 14 June. Told M. it would rain. It did not.
  • Not a good book on this one.
  • Best sky of the year. No one else looked up.
  • Altocumulus again. I think I am getting better at this.

That last note is why I keep going back. There is something moving about watching a person slowly get better at noticing something, for no reason other than wanting to.

A stack of books on a wooden table
It sits on top of the pile, where I can reach it from the window.

Why secondhand

A new book is a promise, but a used one is a record. I like knowing that the thing in my hands has already been in someone’s coat pocket on a hillside, and that it was useful there.

I have started writing in the margins myself, in case anyone is reading after me.

I always wanted to know more about clouds. I did not expect to learn so much about patience from somebody who has probably been dead for twenty years.

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